
The Deviant by Andrew Belet
I live in defiance of a God who abandoned me
in the shrubs next to a brown river in Afghanistan
And for the sweet taste of bourbon on the rocks
with the throaty burn that gives meaning
How delightful must it truly be
to have that final sleep
Without the disturbance of dreams
to at last be nothing
Yet I refuse to walk across that rickety bridge
or gaze into the misty valley below
When everyday is the titanic struggle to remain
the combat of being refuses to end
For to conclusively give in would sacrifice forever
the sweet taste of bourbon on the rocks